Another Day Goes By.....

Just another phase

2011-08-29T03:58:00.002+08:00

You sit at the corner,
Watching as time goes by,
Feeling like a sinner,
Hoping to stay,

It's in this very moment,
You begin to realize that you have to atone,
That sometimes all you need is a slight improvement,
And sometimes you have to do it alone.

Time for a Change

2010-08-30T04:49:00.003+08:00

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

- Maria Robinson

An Overdue Birthday Wish

2010-07-12T01:21:00.007+08:00

Forgive me for being a little late,
Work seems to get to me and I'm a little fixate,
It's been a while since I write something happy,
Perhaps I should start today with your belated birthday,

I hope it's not too late,
And that this birthday wish is not something you hate,
The days are coming,
For you to be hopping & skipping,

You're just a little older now,
But it doesn't mean anyone would love you less,
As we're all captivated by your afterglow,
Even though your hair is in a little mess,

Always believe in yourself,
And refer to your favorite memories in the shelf,
Your smile keeps you at your best,
And your giggles separates you from the rest,

So keep smiling, giggling, skipping, hopping ,
The things which makes you ...you.. :)
Happy Birthday Jo.

May this be an awesome year for you. ^^

Life

2010-07-05T02:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes is just like putting a smile,
While crying in the inside....

Sometimes

2010-07-02T02:07:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when you wake up,
You begin to realize nothing really matters,
As you begin to take a sip,
And gaze upon the wonders.

Thinking..perhaps this is it...

I had enough of this shit...

Ramblings

2010-06-16T01:53:00.003+08:00

It's like a broken record,
Playing the same chord,
Hoping to reach a symphony,
While searching for the key,

A state of mind,
The path which defines the bond,
And to fill your heart with only music,
Changing your own voice to monolithic.

Enough

2010-05-29T02:22:00.002+08:00

The memories are haunting,

You try to re-live,

Without realizing it means nothing,

You wait for the eve,

To see it fade,

To watch it burn,

And to keep that promise,

The one which sets apart to reach an ascension.

And saying the words....
Enough is enough...

Mother's Day

2010-05-09T04:12:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for the tears I cause,

I'm sorry for the pain I inflicted,

When I'm sad, you make those tears go away,

When I'm down, you brighten up my day,

Though there are times you drive me insane,

But I know that's how you show me you love for me,

There are so many things I which I could say,

There are so many things I which I could've done,

You turn my night into day,

You're an angel who's always watching over me,

Thank you ma, for everything you've done for me.

I'm sorry for whatever sins and mistakes I done to you in the past.

God .. Are you there?

2010-05-09T04:06:00.004+08:00

I know you're all high and mighty,

I know I don't deserve any pity,

But you know I've done what I can,

Still I can't see the sun,

And here I am now,

Kneeling down right now,

Asking for your forgiveness,

Hoping you can spare a little kindness,

I know I'm not a saint..

But please spare a moment...

And help me a little...

As I'm down on bended knee ...

Just One of Those Days

2010-04-27T03:16:00.003+08:00

It's funny

2010-04-17T05:08:00.001+08:00

It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It`s funny how forever never really seems to last,
it`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past.
It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down,
it`s funny how when you need someone they`re never around.
It`s funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It`s funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of that`s funny to me.

-- Somewhere in the internet...

Fakes

2010-04-10T04:14:00.002+08:00

Never in my life,

I thought this was safe,

But it was all a bunch of lies,

I can see it in your eyes,

I'm tired of your excuses,

I'm tired of your hypocrisy,

I don't have time for this,

It's the same shit everyday,

I ran out of things to say to you,

And I couldn't be bothered,

You're still you,

It's your turn to take the lead,

Fool me once shame on you,

Fool me twice shame on me.

Turning Point

2010-03-31T04:13:00.003+08:00

It's been like forever,

It looks like a never,

I got my back against the wall,

Still I'm standing tall,

This looks familiar,

Yet it appears to be so far,

Sounds like the story of my life,

Just when you just wanted be safe,

Life hits you hard straight to your testicles,

And you can feel as if you're forming bubbles,

But you know you got to move,

There's no time,

You have to get up,

You have to fix your own screwup,

The only person you can count is nobody but yourself,

It's time to throw the sorries and the goodbyes to the shelf,

Get up...get up now...before it's too late.

Fading

2010-03-24T02:47:00.003+08:00

Here I am waiting,

Can't stop the feeling,

It's always been like this,

I can't help to feel as if something is amiss,

I'm trying to figure it out,

As the big tree was once a little nut,

Which held is ground,

But all you wanted is to be safe & sound,

I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do now,

For you or for me,

They say I put on a show,

But in fact, I was just trying to live my life..... :(

=(

2010-03-07T08:36:00.001+08:00

I want sleep, but sleep doesn't want me...

Wind Beneath Your Wings

2010-02-23T03:53:00.004+08:00

One day you'll find the light again,

And you'll never feel the same pain,

Don't be overcome by sadness,

Let your love lead through the darkness,

It may seem lonely at first,

But all you need is the sudden burst,

A tiny spark to light your way,

Till it's time for a new day.

Humility

2010-02-17T03:41:00.003+08:00

Every breath you take,
Every wrong turn you make,
There's a mistake,
A mistake of thinking about the word "ME",

And when you thought you could live with it,
Reality comes in and kicks you right into the pit,
Then you wonder is there a right or wrong,
Or whether it's just a crazy song,

Thoughts become actions,
Actions become justifications,
Justification to a cause,
Like a short fuse,

Burning just a for moment,
Enough to scare away everything,
And suddenly you turn silent,
Knowing your life is decided by the supreme being,

You begin to understand humility goes a long way.

Perspective

2010-02-12T04:14:00.004+08:00

You probably heard a story,

Which probably says I'm crazy,

Alone drinking my cup of tea,

Trapped in the roaring sea,

And just when I thought I was safe,

You found me in my hiding place,

I don't know what to say,

As I'm just hoping for another day.

Wave after wave of emotions,

After countless execution of operations,

Nothing seems to work,

Then finally you decided to close the bottle with the cork,

And just for that one day,

You dropped the bottle,

And you wish you could've stay,

But you're now crippled,

Not knowing what to do,

You decided on the next best thing,

To let the winds and waves of the sea,

To take you to your next destination.

:)

2010-01-28T02:51:00.003+08:00

Was a little down,
And there she was turning my frown,
Into a smile,
You took the extra mile,

For that, I am grateful,
And here I am with a little tearful,
It's like you could read my mind,
When I was a little blind,

I was a little sleepy when you woke me up,
You nudged me like a little buttercup,
It's strange the simplest things in life keep you going,
And for a moment, it felt like you could take upon almost anything,

I'm not sure what happens tomorrow,
But I'm glad you're here to remove my sorrow,

I want you to know I'll always have your back,
Even if the whole world turn against you,
So just layback,
And know that you need not worry if you have problems you can't handle on you.

Crazy

2010-01-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

A segment of my usual group chat.

He's CrazyZal. He's already on the other side. Once he is crazy, there is no turning back for him.

Move

2010-01-15T03:14:00.003+08:00

I'm looking back at something,
On something which is now nothing,
I know I'm crazy,
And now I'm being plain lazy,

But I know I have to move,
With or without love,
It's funny how a simple message can light up your day,
And sometimes the most hurtful things are the things you say,

God grant me strength,
As I'm losing my faith,
But I still thank you for the things you have done for me,
I've no regrets if this is my time,

My heart is in your hands,
I'm not sure if I'll ever understand,
But I'll never stop,
Not even at the last drop.

Arigato

2010-01-13T00:52:00.003+08:00

I know this isn't the end,
It's merely the beginning,
It's like being a quicksand,
Trapped and wondering,

Trying to set yourself free,
Only seeing yourself sink even deeper,
Can't you see,
It's nothing but a faint whisper,

Waiting for it to stop,
Waiting for a rope,
Just like a raindrop,
Just a small trickle of hope.

Thank you...

Faith

2010-01-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

Well I guess it would be nice
If I could touch your body
I know not everybody
Has got a body like you

But I've got to think twice
Before I give my heart away
And I know all the games you play
Because I play them too

Oh but I
Need some time off from that emotion
Time to pick my heart up off the floor
And when that love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But I'm showing you the door

'Cause I gotta have faith...

Baby
I know you're asking me to stay
Say please, please, please, don't go away
You say I'm giving you the blues
Maybe
You mean every word you say
Can't help but think of yesterday
And another who tied me down to loverboy rules

Before this river
Becomes an ocean
Before you throw my heart back on the floor
Oh baby I reconsider
My foolish notion
Well I need someone to hold me
But I'll wait for something more

Yes I've gotta have faith...

George Michael - Faith

*MmmMmmmmMmmMM*

A little loose

2010-01-06T01:17:00.004+08:00

I thought it would last,
That's why I kept looking back at the past,
It was the sweetest mistake,
Yet here I stand, walking alone by the lake,

I don't need you to understand,
You never did,
It feels like I'm trapped alone in an island,
Like a star which is now an asteroid,

Falling and falling,
Seems like it's never stopping,
I sit here, waiting for a sign,
Like a self-destruct campaign,

Which I'm trying to deactivate,
I hope you won't be late,
Cause I'm not sure how long I can hold,
I don't know what you were told,
But I'm only a shadow of my former self,
Like a broken clock on top of a dusty shelf.

God, I could use a little help.

Mask

2010-01-04T02:01:00.006+08:00

I know that look,

You're holding back,

You're afraid to get hurt,

As I'm covered with dirt,

I'm smiling,

Trying to hide the faint cry in my heart,

I'm laughing,

Ignoring the missing pieces that is now apart,

I don't know what to say,

I'm losing myself day by day,

I'm afraid to talk,

Fearing what I say will only scare you away,

I begin to fall and sulk,

Wishing I knew the words to say,

So I stand here, looking from a distance,

Content with just the smile in your face,

Wearing a mask as you look upon me,

Hoping it will hold,

My heart is bleeding inside,

But my desire will never be said,

As I'm tired,

A little scared and afraid,

Losing the pieces which completes me,

Trying to look the same.

By wearing a mask with a smile on the face,

Hiding whatever emotions, in order to move at my own pace.

Broken

2009-12-21T03:46:00.002+08:00

Trying to mend the pieces,
The pieces of what was broken,
The pieces which was covered with lies,
My heart begins to darken,

It begins to lose it's usual calm,
Like it is stuck in another realm,

I tried picking the pieces up,
Only to cut myself deeper,
Tried getting myself up,
Only to be trapped within my own temper,

I had my doubts,
I paid my debts,
It didn't seem enough,
Trying to break through,

Here I lie broken again,
Trying to find some meaning,
Hoping to end the pain,
Broken and barely breathing.

The Blank Pages

2009-12-19T05:28:00.004+08:00

God, if you're there,

I could use a sign,

I don't know how I fare,

It was just a simple design,

I'm beginning to lose it,

There are no more candles which I see lit,

The darkness is what's left,

My heart is now soft,

It's not as strong as it use to be,

Maybe it's just me,

But I could use a little help,

I'm beating myself up into a pulp.

Pressing On

2009-12-09T01:10:00.002+08:00

A little tired,
A little exhausted,
Running out of time,
Torn with a choice,
There's no turning back now,
No time for sorrow,
No time for fear,
Must protect the things you hold dear.

Out of the frying pan, into the fire..

2009-12-05T02:32:00.001+08:00

Nuff said... :'(

Round Two

2009-12-02T03:05:00.003+08:00

So this is again,
Oh yea, just a little pain,
Just a little far out,
Trusting my gut,
I need to go,
To get my ammo,
To prepare for what I failed to accomplish the first time,
It felt the same,
With a little difference,
With a little elegance,
With a little confidence,
And with a little peace.

BirthDaaaaaYyyy Dedication :)

2009-11-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

Oh no, look what day it is today,
I don't know what to say,
It looks like someone is getting older AGAIN,
Maybe she can forget it with a tonic & gin,
It's been a while,
Here's a candle,
With a muffin,
To Wish You A Happy Birthday!! Livon

CONGRATULATIONS!! YOU'RE NOW A YEAR OLDER AGAIN!!
Now go away and have some fun ... =)

kthxbai....

The Wait

2009-11-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

I was waiting for you between the crossroads of yesterday and tomorrow,

And there I was waiting next to the morning dew,

Wondering if you would come along,

Perhaps after I sing you a song,

Maybe I'm hallucinating,

Maybe I'm just waiting,

Maybe it's just the same pain,

All alone again.

The Spam Mail Which Caught My Attention

2009-11-11T03:18:00.003+08:00

When things in your life seem , almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class And had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students, if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.

He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.

The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. 'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - family, children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions – Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car. The sand is everything else --The small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So... Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play With your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. 'Take care of the golf balls first -- The things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked'. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

How?

2009-11-10T02:20:00.004+08:00

I was searching for answers.. and then it came to me..

How does one get over something you hold dear?

You don't. If it's meant to be, it'll come back to you sooner or later.

If for some strange reasons it still doesn't return after ages of wait, know that you'll never 'get over' something like that, but it's still going to be okay.

This is because, such event punches a huge hole in your life; and that hole never goes away, so at first you're always falling into it. You try throwing boards across it, but they're unreliable. They break, they rot, they slip, you slip.

Then you try to fill it in; but you can't tell how deep it is, so you can't tell how much life it's going to take to fill it, or where you're going to get it from.

Besides, whatever you throw in it is gone, buried. Your only real alternative is to build more life around the hole.

The more life you build, the smaller a part of your whole life it is, and the easier it is to navigate around it without falling in.

Turning Point

2009-11-09T03:54:00.005+08:00

It was stunning,

To finally being able to breath again,

Without pondering,

Without the attached pain,

Of what if's and what not.

To be able to live your life without regret,

There are stuffs you'll never forget,

And stuffs you'll always keep to your heart,

But whatever is, don't be afraid to love,

In whatever place,

Or for the change,

Just let it be.

And pray you can live with your choice,

If you have regrets on your wake,

Then it's time you fix it at your own pace,

Not doing so, would just not be smart,

Whether it's reconnecting with the past,

Or just throwing it all to your last effort.

The past is something you learn from, you MUST act on the present to shape the future.

Farewell..

Torn 3

2009-11-05T06:28:00.002+08:00

Someday we're figure this all out,
Whether it's a lie or not,
And just how good it can get,
Simply by enjoying the beautiful sunset,
Take a walk with me,
Things might not be the same,
But the moment spent and taken,
Can never be forgotten.

Torn 2

2009-11-04T03:15:00.004+08:00

Been talking to myself lately,
My mind is drifting apart slowly,
Wondering whether anything I do is right,
She might be gone without a thought,
I'm clinging to hope,
Hoping it's not too late,
It's another day for pain,
Another day for the rain,
I try to hold this tears,
By overcoming my fears,
Are you there?
Or am I just a bore...

Torn

2009-11-03T00:29:00.001+08:00

I was torn between my own decisions and time,

I've always wonder if there's a right or wrong choice,

Whether there's a turning point to your heart,

As I am slowly falling apart,

I don't know what's there do,

As all I need for you to say it isn't so,

There's only so much a heart can take,

Hoping it's not fake,

But between the rights and wrongs,

My life could be sang by so many sad songs,

Watching as you slowly drift away,

Being without you everyday.

Her Diamonds

2009-11-02T01:30:00.003+08:00

Oh what the hell she says
I just can't win for losing
And she lays back down
Man there's so many times
I don't know what I’m doin'
Like I don't know now

By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Says it's funny how the night
Can make you blind
I can just imagine
And I don't know what I’m supposed to do
But if she feels bad then I do too
So I let her be

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She’s down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

She sits down and stares into the distance
And it takes all night
And I know I could break her concentration
But it don't feel right

By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Sits down on the bed and starts to cry
And there's something less about her
And I don't know what I’m supposed to do
So I sit down and I cry too
And don't let her see

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She’s down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

She shuts out the night
Tries to close her eyes
If she can find daylight
She’ll be all right
She’ll be all right
Just not tonight

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She’s down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

Rob Thomas - Her Diamonds

Hello You

2009-09-29T04:07:00.002+08:00

I was looking around,
I never knew that you could be found,
But there you were,
Right in front of me,
Whenever I'm with you my troubles seem to fade away,
And finally for once, I feel I'm breathing,
My heart was taken away by your smile,
Hoping you'll stay a little while,
How could I be so blind,
I never knew you were in my mind,
Isn't life unbelievable,
You were there when I just lost hope.

Hello You.. :)

Again

2009-09-13T02:36:00.002+08:00

The same crossings,
The same pain,
Again and again,
Waiting for it to pass,
Hoping it to be a miss,
Instead of a loss,
Of what was thought after time and time,
Was it too late,
Was it fate,
It's the same situation,
In a different direction,
Without a hint of satisfaction,
But for the sake of infatuation, motivation, and application.

The Beginning of The End

2009-06-16T02:31:00.004+08:00

I'm building, or more specifically drawing something new.

It's going to be

Legend ... wait for it..... darrryy.....

Wassup MACHA!

I Need Another Me

2009-03-21T05:18:00.002+08:00

There's not enough time,
I need another me,
So many choices,
So many faces,
Even the act of being inactive is actually an action,
It's a different sensation,
So many paths,
So many decisions,
You wish you could walk them all,
Standing tall,
Whether it's wrong or right,
Whether it's day or night,
You feel out of touch,
When you could regret something so much,
Not knowing whether of the end result,
Thinking its your fault,
Wondering what will happen if another path was taken,
Hoping you're the awaken.

The Call

2009-03-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for a call,
Right across the hall,
Wondering when it would ring,
Waiting over nothing,
Hoping it will be something,
Maybe I could sing,
Then maybe it would ring,
What a strange little thing.

Holding On

2009-02-15T04:55:00.004+08:00

You feel a little strange,
When you feel the usual fiery hate,
Or perhaps the passionate love,
That you once used to have seem to lose it's natural taste,
The guidance of thy will and desire,
Can no longer satisfy what's to come,
It's like being trapped in a maze,
Trying to move,
Trying to live,
Wondering whether I'm progressing in the puzzle of life.

Moo

2009-01-26T04:08:00.002+08:00

The day of red packets,
The day where you see exploding rockets,
Extremely sweet mandarin oranges,
The day where kids drink alcoholic beverages,
Yes, it's that day again,
The day where eating too much is not a sin, *yeah right*

But what the heck,
Happy *Niu* Year... :)

Random Thought

2009-01-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

Where's the light at the end of the tunnel when you need it?

Exam Feeling

2009-01-16T14:55:00.001+08:00

This is what I'm feeling...

Feeling *dead* after putting the flag up...

Scream

2009-01-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current State of Mind

2009-01-10T01:56:00.003+08:00

I picked up the book,
It gave me a strange look,
It was staring back at me,
Felt like love,
Or is it more like hate,
A hate like?
Or a love like hate?
True love hate like?
Freight, Surcharges/Discounts, Taxes, Price?
Good Issue, Picking Packing?
Transfer Order? Consignment Fill up?
Consignment Reverse Order, Consignment Pick Up?
Completion A? Completion B?

Craving

2008-12-25T03:42:00.001+08:00

Don't you say a word tonight,
Just give me one more minute,
To say these words of mine,
I'm caught with a sight,
Being here all alone,
But it's alright,
Coming home late at night,
In this christmas eve,
Such a strange twist of fate,
A crazy man being blue,
Over something silly as taste.

turrrpPPPOorrkkkYyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Choices

2008-12-22T02:05:00.004+08:00

Torn between two hard choices...

Turk??

or

Pork??

Life is so sad... :(

Strange Love

2008-11-30T01:42:00.005+08:00

It doesn't seem to make sense,
I can't find the perfect taste,
Searching high and low for your secret love,
Hoping that such love would be returned to me,
Your smell haunts me as I walk pass the corner,
It makes my heart beat weaker and weaker,
My legs begin to tremble in awe of your beauty,
The sight of you just seems to make my day,

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

Dedication

2008-11-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Another day,
For another say,
I swear I wanted to give you a holler,
But I don't have your number,
Perhaps that sounded cliche,
But I guess that's just part of me,

Whatever it is, all I really wanted to say,

Was... Happy B'Day Livon!!!!

P.S :- Here's a cheap-ass cake picture for you..kekeke ^_^

Turning Point

2008-10-27T02:22:00.004+08:00

Close your eyes,
Listen as the music fade,
Those awful cries,
The cries of your heart as she begin to leave,

I'll always be around to keep an eye,
How could I leave someone with such a wonderful smile,
Seeing your face everywhere,
Your actions were so sincere,

Yet I turn my face away,
When I knew my whole world would turn grey,
I knew you'll never love me,
Though I knew you were the one.

Shine

2008-10-24T01:04:00.004+08:00

Our life is like a candle,
Shining brightly for a moment,
Only wise ones would appreciate,
The beauty of it's enchantment,
Though the candle's time is limited,
It continues to shine brightly,
Till it reaches it's end,
So don't you dare to live aimlessly,
For our time is short,
And we'll never know what will happen.

So what have you done today worthy of a shine?

Repetition

2008-10-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

A routine activity,
A pleasure without creativity,
A certain choice,
Not through the fate of a dice,
Unsure of the path,
Wondering what's beyond death,
Perhaps you could understand the situation,
Of your direction,
Maybe once,
Unlikely twice.

Pork

2008-08-29T02:07:00.003+08:00

I'm not a dork,
I just want to eat pork,
I don't need a fork,
I just need to have my pork,
Not a duck,
But just plain old pork,
It's not a lot of work,
Just get me my pork.

Come With Me

2008-08-28T06:08:00.003+08:00

It's the simplest thing,
Of the simplest feeling,
Take me to your heart,
Just make sure we're not apart,
Give me your hand,
I'll bring you to a new land,
Where we could sit enjoy the cool breeze,
Listen to your heart and be amaze,
Let nothing stop your imagination,
Bring your soul to a state of affirmation,
To understand it's glory and beauty,
In a state of clarity.

The Quest For

2008-08-25T02:05:00.004+08:00

B . A . B . I

The Square Root of 3 Poem

2008-08-24T02:35:00.002+08:00

The most awesome poem I've encountered :-

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed.

- Harold & Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay

Glimmer

2008-08-02T02:47:00.003+08:00

I want to put your picture in the frame,
Making sure it will always stay the same,
To live a lie for that one short moment,
Holding on to that small piece of attachment,
I cannot undo the past,
As nothing seem to last,
But as long as I'm alive I feel I have the chance,
To perhaps atone,
But is it necessary?
Or maybe just fallacy.

Ramblings

2008-07-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

Would you say those words again?
Beneath the surface under the rain,
It's just a whisper that I'm trying to hear,
Trying so hard to be near,
Yet, all efforts were in vain,
Nothing I could do to ease the pain,
You could walk a thousand miles,
And see many exiles,
Exiles of your own thought,
Tainted by what was sought.

Right...

2008-06-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

Lol, bite me..*evil laughs*

Boredom..

2008-05-12T00:39:00.002+08:00

Bye

2008-04-20T06:03:00.003+08:00

Dream

2008-04-10T02:25:00.005+08:00

I was searching frantically for a reason,
Based on my silly vision,
Please be there I prayed,
Only to find out that my feelings were betrayed,
Hold on to me I said,
Don't be afraid,
There's always tomorrow,
So spread your wings like a sparrow,
Soaring above the skies without a care for the world,
Where I become your shield,
A tear fell from my eye,
As I saw you smile.

TechTalk...

2008-04-03T00:50:00.001+08:00

Above It All

2008-03-23T04:01:00.005+08:00

Cycling by the tracks of the valley,
Seeing familiar signs and enjoying the sweet taste of honey,
Such a lovely sight being on top of it all,
A sweet memory that I would love to recall,
Spreading your arms and feeling the breeze,
All your troubles just seem to dematerialize,
Don't you just wish for it to end,
I just wish you didn't feel offended,
But such words are my truth,
Which is the cost of my youth,
Above it all,
I hope you stand tall.

Food

2008-03-23T00:58:00.002+08:00

Caution

2008-03-17T01:43:00.002+08:00

A Fool

2008-03-16T03:52:00.004+08:00

An algorithm for perfection,
An act of passion,
When you thought it's over,
You feel like dancing on the dance floor,
Every action has its own reaction,
To what ends meet anticipation,
My love has always been a one way street,
For that I've always lived without regret,
Was I ever feeling what I need,
It's like we've just gotten acquainted,
It feels like jumping off a plane,
Nothing beats being insane,
Will it ever end,
Or perhaps it's just better descend,
From wherever I am,
Or whatever you dream,
I won't look back,
Heck, I'll just grab a snack,
Sitting here waiting,
Accumulating,
All these false hopes and fats,
Being stepped like bloody doormats.

Hmm

2008-03-12T02:23:00.001+08:00

"If you seek to aid everyone that suffers in the galaxy, you will only weaken yourself … and weaken them. It is the internal struggles, when fought and won on their own, that yield the strongest rewards. You stole that struggle from them, cheapened it. If you care for others, then dispense with pity and sacrifice and recognize the value in letting them fight their own battles. And when they triumph, they will be even stronger for the victory."

―Kreia to Jedi Exile (Knights of the Old Republic II)

Bloody

2008-03-10T02:22:00.002+08:00

Bloody wisdom tooth,
Like Jedi's little Sith,
Such a small part,
Giving tremendous pressure to your heart,
Trying to sleep,
But all you can say is *beep*.

Pain

2008-03-09T04:07:00.002+08:00

Something has been bugging me for ages,
Its been going on and on for days,
The end nerve of my jaw,
It's like a needle on a cat's paw,
Here I am lying down,
Beginning to frown,
Wasting my time over and over again,
Annoyed with this bloody pain,

frigging wisdom tooth...

...

2008-03-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

LOL!

2008-03-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

^.^

2008-02-29T21:55:00.001+08:00

MmMMmmm

2008-02-26T01:35:00.001+08:00

Ramblings

2008-02-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

Would you stay a while?
She was there,
I was here,
There is there,
Here is here,
You know you're insane,
When you keep your mind in a file,
Or was it me?
Or what has become?

Just Another Day

2008-02-15T02:01:00.003+08:00

It was late at night,
I'm still stuck here for the night,
Doing something for the future,
Hoping that its not too late,
It didn't take too long,
I finished it and began to play my favourite song,
I took my time,
I knew it was Valentine,
Driving around the pyramid like it's driving test,
Finding a spot for my dearest,
Settled down and stared at the sky,
Hoping that time would fly,
Always never knowing what would happen,
Longing to see the moon.

Classic

2008-02-10T06:10:00.000+08:00

Fly

2008-02-01T02:28:00.000+08:00

Staring at the sky hoping to fly,
Praying it's not my time everyday,
A silly prayer over a silly life,
Knowing that tomorrow is another hassle,
Don't want to make it up,
Didn't plan for it to flop,
Life depends on what he decides,
I don't want to choose sides,
Who is he,
I don't know but I guess I fade,
Wishing to fly far away from here,
Only to fall flat on your face.

Ramblings

2008-01-30T02:04:00.001+08:00

I saw you before,
It was such an eyesore,
Or maybe it was a dream again,
But I can feel no pain,
If I could turn back time,
Would it be the same,
Probably not,
Guess I am nut,
Or does it even matter,
Here's my heart on a silver platter.

驚くこと

2008-01-28T02:32:00.000+08:00

Was it twisted fate?
We used to have the same smile,
Perhaps the same pride as well,
But now is something which I can't tell,
Standing tall above an ivory tower of nothingness,
Only known by it's foolishness,
What is this glow I see beyond the horizon,
Something which kept me going on,
Such feeble thoughts,
Such captivating sights,
Every step tuned towards your heartbeat,
Emotions covered by a tainted sight,
When you begin to rationalize,
You begin to understand more about it without feeling daze.

Ashes

2008-01-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

Staring outside the window at the forgotten shape,
Hoping it would be a twist of fate,
I was torn apart,
Not knowing of the sight,
Let alone to watch it swell,
It was so dull,
Like pieces falling from the night sky,
Not even a sight of joy,
It rips apart everything i hold dear,
I was told not to have fear,
But it's the only thing which kept me going,
Which kept me breathing.

o_O?

2008-01-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

I was trying something,
Perhaps it involves a little singing,
Though it would be disturbing,
But I'm pretty sure it would be fun,
Like having a picnic under the sun,
Or shooting yourself with a gun,
Wait a minute was that right,
But it could be an awful sight,
Then again you won't see anything since it's night.

O_o?

It's Over

2008-01-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

Memory

2008-01-12T04:19:00.000+08:00

Why do you give such a frown,
Don't you dare drown,
It's not like I won't see you again,
Though all I can feel is this unbearable pain,
I don't you want you to leave,
I just want you to be,
Whatever you choose to be,
And whatever your heart desires,
I'm no longer the person I thought I was few years back,
I can feel my heart being a little bit black,
Or perhaps it was just my feelings,
As I stare at the ceiling,
Waiting for something,
Knowing there's nothing.

Thoughts

2007-12-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

As I stare at the beautiful golden sand,
As I took another step on this alluring land,
I was captivated by it's scenes,
Yet irritated by the unforeseen circumstances,
I've yet to grasp the concept,
Perhaps I was still inept,
But the taint and stupidity was unacceptable,
If only I was a little capable,
Then maybe it would work,
Instead of acting like a dork.

Morning

2007-12-22T02:58:00.000+08:00

The sunshine wakes me up from my slumber,
Hopefully I'll be a little sober,
Mmm such joy,
Mmm I feel like I can fly,
As I thought I was about to be gone,
It sends the shiver to my funny-bone,
It's a new day,
There's lot of things to say,
But I hope you have the time,
And you stay the same,
It's a new beginning,
To start thinking,
To start moving,
And to start working.

Outside

2007-12-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

I'm on the outside looking on the inside,
Hoping not to fade,
Wishing for tomorrow,
Feeling my heart beating slow,
Waiting for something,
Hoping for nothing,
The things you wanted to say,
Save it for another day,
I don't feel like hearing,
I don't feel like thinking,
Watching from the outside,
Seeing it being ripped apart from the inside..

Blood

2007-12-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

The dashing colour of red,
The tainted yet beautiful,
The significance colour of the dead,
The art of a fool,
What's not to bleed,
Is a sign of being bored,
Of self-inflicting pain enthusiasm,
Towards what is called an asylum,
For the fainted heart and soul,
Towards being a pitiful ghoul.

Ramblings

2007-11-29T02:43:00.001+08:00

It's time to get up your feet,
It's the moment where we should meet,
You hear a voice,
As you roll the dice,
The dice of fate,
As you're about to open the gate,
The possibilities which you can achieve seems infinite,
Without a doubt,
You can accomplish what you have thought.

Ramblings

2007-11-25T02:28:00.000+08:00

The bed I sleep has become my coffin,
I was at the crossing eating my muffin,
Wondering how it even got there,
And wondering what they were,
I couldn't feel fear at that moment,
They were staring back at me at the bent,
Their eyes were drown with sorrow,
And I was feeling blue and mellow,
I waved at them,
There were no response from them,
Where am I?
I could not speak,
The air grows thinner every moment,
I'm trapped,
Let me out,
Maybe that's not what I thought.

Weirdness

2007-11-25T02:04:00.000+08:00

I died in my dreams today,
That feeling was so gay,
It's like eating on hay,
Though eating hay would also be gay,
I've never felt like that before,
The heart feeling so sore,
Lazing around,
Hoping to be found,
Only to scream,
And stuck eating a piece of ham.

Morning Blues

2007-11-22T01:54:00.001+08:00

You wake up in the morning,
Hoping you're still living,
But your heart wishes otherwise,
You begin to lose track of time,
Wondering whether to continue your sleep,
Or to start a new day without having to stop,
I'm not sure what the future holds for me,
I'm not certain whether you're right for me,
I do not recognize the man I see the mirror,
Or this person who I hear from far,
These voices are haunting in my sleep,
Though I feel I'm at the top,
I don't know where I am,
And that has cause me to hit rock-bottom,
I don't know what is this,
I just pray i know the right words.

Still Alive

2007-11-10T04:31:00.000+08:00

This was a triumph.
I'm making a note here: HUGE SUCCESS.
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction.
Aperture Science
We do what we must
because we can.
For the good of all of us.
Except the ones who are dead.
But there's no sense crying over every mistake.
You just keep on trying till you run out of cake.
And the Science gets done.
And you make a neat gun.
For the people who are still alive.
I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though you broke my heart.
And killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire.
As they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data make a beautiful line.
And we're out of beta.
We're releasing on time.
So I'm GLaD. I got burned.
Think of all the things we learned
for the people who are still alive.
Go ahead and leave me.
I think I prefer to stay inside.
Maybe you'll find someone else to help you.
Maybe Black Mesa
THAT WAS A JOKE.
HAHA. FAT CHANCE.
Anyway, this cake is great.
It's so delicious and moist.
Look at me still talking
when there's Science to do.
When I look out there, it makes me GLaD I'm not you.
I've experiments to run.
There is research to be done.
On the people who are still alive.
And believe me I am still alive.
I'm doing Science and I'm still alive.
I feel FANTASTIC and I'm still alive.
While you're dying I'll be still alive.
And when you're dead I will be still alive.
STILL ALIVE (x2)

Funky song from Portal... here's the link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RthZgszykLs

Get the game if you have the money, it's worth it ..

The link for the song
http://files.filefront.com/portal+still+aliverar/;8768347;/fileinfo.html

Ramblings

2007-09-23T03:00:00.001+08:00

Was looking for a reason,
Finding for a motivation,
Just a son,
Who became a man,
I don't know what's ahead of me,
But I'm sure I can't be the same,
I can't let it happen,
It's a reason,
Or is a liability,
Perhaps if I understand it fully,
But who am I to judge,
I'm not even a sage,
Why am I acting so old,
I'm feeling bald,
Then again I already am,
Who knows???

C'est La Vie (That is life)

2007-09-16T04:20:00.000+08:00

I want to jump off a plane,
You can call me insane,
It's not like I cared anyway,
I know you should never let a chance fly by,
As time only move forward,
And me being weird,
Life just seems to be simple that way,
Whether it's just fishing at the bay,
Looking at people's reaction,
Whether it is giving affection,
Or receiving a kick on the groin,
Perhaps picking up a coin,
To have a fortune told,
Or turning things into gold,
It's all up to the individual,
You can take a dive like a seal,
To enjoy the calm of the ocean,
Or be an asshole just to be mean,
Like it or not,
It's what you got,