Craving

Don't you say a word tonight,
Just give me one more minute,
To say these words of mine,
I'm caught with a sight,
Being here all alone,
But it's alright,
Coming home late at night,
In this christmas eve,
Such a strange twist of fate,
A crazy man being blue,
Over something silly as taste.



turrrpPPPOorrkkkYyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Choices

Torn between two hard choices...


Turk??


or


Pork??





Life is so sad... :(

Strange Love

It doesn't seem to make sense,
I can't find the perfect taste,
Searching high and low for your secret love,
Hoping that such love would be returned to me,
Your smell haunts me as I walk pass the corner,
It makes my heart beat weaker and weaker,
My legs begin to tremble in awe of your beauty,
The sight of you just seems to make my day,








How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

Dedication

Another day,
For another say,
I swear I wanted to give you a holler,
But I don't have your number,
Perhaps that sounded cliche,
But I guess that's just part of me,


Whatever it is, all I really wanted to say,

Was... Happy B'Day Livon!!!!

P.S :- Here's a cheap-ass cake picture for you..kekeke ^_^

Turning Point

Close your eyes,
Listen as the music fade,
Those awful cries,
The cries of your heart as she begin to leave,

I'll always be around to keep an eye,
How could I leave someone with such a wonderful smile,
Seeing your face everywhere,
Your actions were so sincere,

Yet I turn my face away,
When I knew my whole world would turn grey,
I knew you'll never love me,
Though I knew you were the one.

Shine

Our life is like a candle,
Shining brightly for a moment,
Only wise ones would appreciate,
The beauty of it's enchantment,
Though the candle's time is limited,
It continues to shine brightly,
Till it reaches it's end,
So don't you dare to live aimlessly,
For our time is short,
And we'll never know what will happen.


So what have you done today worthy of a shine?

Repetition

A routine activity,
A pleasure without creativity,
A certain choice,
Not through the fate of a dice,
Unsure of the path,
Wondering what's beyond death,
Perhaps you could understand the situation,
Of your direction,
Maybe once,
Unlikely twice.

Pork

I'm not a dork,
I just want to eat pork,
I don't need a fork,
I just need to have my pork,
Not a duck,
But just plain old pork,
It's not a lot of work,
Just get me my pork.

Come With Me

It's the simplest thing,
Of the simplest feeling,
Take me to your heart,
Just make sure we're not apart,
Give me your hand,
I'll bring you to a new land,
Where we could sit enjoy the cool breeze,
Listen to your heart and be amaze,
Let nothing stop your imagination,
Bring your soul to a state of affirmation,
To understand it's glory and beauty,
In a state of clarity.

The Quest For

B . A . B . I

The Square Root of 3 Poem

The most awesome poem I've encountered :-


I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed.


- Harold & Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay

Glimmer

I want to put your picture in the frame,
Making sure it will always stay the same,
To live a lie for that one short moment,
Holding on to that small piece of attachment,
I cannot undo the past,
As nothing seem to last,
But as long as I'm alive I feel I have the chance,
To perhaps atone,
But is it necessary?
Or maybe just fallacy.

Ramblings

Would you say those words again?
Beneath the surface under the rain,
It's just a whisper that I'm trying to hear,
Trying so hard to be near,
Yet, all efforts were in vain,
Nothing I could do to ease the pain,
You could walk a thousand miles,
And see many exiles,
Exiles of your own thought,
Tainted by what was sought.

Right...

Lol, bite me..*evil laughs*

Boredom..

Bye

Dream

I was searching frantically for a reason,
Based on my silly vision,
Please be there I prayed,
Only to find out that my feelings were betrayed,
Hold on to me I said,
Don't be afraid,
There's always tomorrow,
So spread your wings like a sparrow,
Soaring above the skies without a care for the world,
Where I become your shield,
A tear fell from my eye,
As I saw you smile.

TechTalk...

Above It All

Cycling by the tracks of the valley,
Seeing familiar signs and enjoying the sweet taste of honey,
Such a lovely sight being on top of it all,
A sweet memory that I would love to recall,
Spreading your arms and feeling the breeze,
All your troubles just seem to dematerialize,
Don't you just wish for it to end,
I just wish you didn't feel offended,
But such words are my truth,
Which is the cost of my youth,
Above it all,
I hope you stand tall.

Food

Caution

A Fool

An algorithm for perfection,
An act of passion,
When you thought it's over,
You feel like dancing on the dance floor,
Every action has its own reaction,
To what ends meet anticipation,
My love has always been a one way street,
For that I've always lived without regret,
Was I ever feeling what I need,
It's like we've just gotten acquainted,
It feels like jumping off a plane,
Nothing beats being insane,
Will it ever end,
Or perhaps it's just better descend,
From wherever I am,
Or whatever you dream,
I won't look back,
Heck, I'll just grab a snack,
Sitting here waiting,
Accumulating,
All these false hopes and fats,
Being stepped like bloody doormats.

Hmm

"If you seek to aid everyone that suffers in the galaxy, you will only weaken yourself … and weaken them. It is the internal struggles, when fought and won on their own, that yield the strongest rewards. You stole that struggle from them, cheapened it. If you care for others, then dispense with pity and sacrifice and recognize the value in letting them fight their own battles. And when they triumph, they will be even stronger for the victory."

―Kreia to Jedi Exile (Knights of the Old Republic II)

Bloody

Bloody wisdom tooth,
Like Jedi's little Sith,
Such a small part,
Giving tremendous pressure to your heart,
Trying to sleep,
But all you can say is *beep*.

Pain

Something has been bugging me for ages,
Its been going on and on for days,
The end nerve of my jaw,
It's like a needle on a cat's paw,
Here I am lying down,
Beginning to frown,
Wasting my time over and over again,
Annoyed with this bloody pain,


frigging wisdom tooth...

...

LOL!

^.^

MmMMmmm

Ramblings

Would you stay a while?
She was there,
I was here,
There is there,
Here is here,
You know you're insane,
When you keep your mind in a file,
Or was it me?
Or what has become?

Just Another Day

It was late at night,
I'm still stuck here for the night,
Doing something for the future,
Hoping that its not too late,
It didn't take too long,
I finished it and began to play my favourite song,
I took my time,
I knew it was Valentine,
Driving around the pyramid like it's driving test,
Finding a spot for my dearest,
Settled down and stared at the sky,
Hoping that time would fly,
Always never knowing what would happen,
Longing to see the moon.

Classic

Fly

Staring at the sky hoping to fly,
Praying it's not my time everyday,
A silly prayer over a silly life,
Knowing that tomorrow is another hassle,
Don't want to make it up,
Didn't plan for it to flop,
Life depends on what he decides,
I don't want to choose sides,
Who is he,
I don't know but I guess I fade,
Wishing to fly far away from here,
Only to fall flat on your face.

Ramblings

I saw you before,
It was such an eyesore,
Or maybe it was a dream again,
But I can feel no pain,
If I could turn back time,
Would it be the same,
Probably not,
Guess I am nut,
Or does it even matter,
Here's my heart on a silver platter.

驚くこと

Was it twisted fate?
We used to have the same smile,
Perhaps the same pride as well,
But now is something which I can't tell,
Standing tall above an ivory tower of nothingness,
Only known by it's foolishness,
What is this glow I see beyond the horizon,
Something which kept me going on,
Such feeble thoughts,
Such captivating sights,
Every step tuned towards your heartbeat,
Emotions covered by a tainted sight,
When you begin to rationalize,
You begin to understand more about it without feeling daze.

Ashes

Staring outside the window at the forgotten shape,
Hoping it would be a twist of fate,
I was torn apart,
Not knowing of the sight,
Let alone to watch it swell,
It was so dull,
Like pieces falling from the night sky,
Not even a sight of joy,
It rips apart everything i hold dear,
I was told not to have fear,
But it's the only thing which kept me going,
Which kept me breathing.

o_O?

I was trying something,
Perhaps it involves a little singing,
Though it would be disturbing,
But I'm pretty sure it would be fun,
Like having a picnic under the sun,
Or shooting yourself with a gun,
Wait a minute was that right,
But it could be an awful sight,
Then again you won't see anything since it's night.

O_o?

It's Over

Memory

Why do you give such a frown,
Don't you dare drown,
It's not like I won't see you again,
Though all I can feel is this unbearable pain,
I don't you want you to leave,
I just want you to be,
Whatever you choose to be,
And whatever your heart desires,
I'm no longer the person I thought I was few years back,
I can feel my heart being a little bit black,
Or perhaps it was just my feelings,
As I stare at the ceiling,
Waiting for something,
Knowing there's nothing.