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MmMMmmm

Ramblings

Would you stay a while?
She was there,
I was here,
There is there,
Here is here,
You know you're insane,
When you keep your mind in a file,
Or was it me?
Or what has become?

Just Another Day

It was late at night,
I'm still stuck here for the night,
Doing something for the future,
Hoping that its not too late,
It didn't take too long,
I finished it and began to play my favourite song,
I took my time,
I knew it was Valentine,
Driving around the pyramid like it's driving test,
Finding a spot for my dearest,
Settled down and stared at the sky,
Hoping that time would fly,
Always never knowing what would happen,
Longing to see the moon.

Classic

Fly

Staring at the sky hoping to fly,
Praying it's not my time everyday,
A silly prayer over a silly life,
Knowing that tomorrow is another hassle,
Don't want to make it up,
Didn't plan for it to flop,
Life depends on what he decides,
I don't want to choose sides,
Who is he,
I don't know but I guess I fade,
Wishing to fly far away from here,
Only to fall flat on your face.

Ramblings

I saw you before,
It was such an eyesore,
Or maybe it was a dream again,
But I can feel no pain,
If I could turn back time,
Would it be the same,
Probably not,
Guess I am nut,
Or does it even matter,
Here's my heart on a silver platter.

驚くこと

Was it twisted fate?
We used to have the same smile,
Perhaps the same pride as well,
But now is something which I can't tell,
Standing tall above an ivory tower of nothingness,
Only known by it's foolishness,
What is this glow I see beyond the horizon,
Something which kept me going on,
Such feeble thoughts,
Such captivating sights,
Every step tuned towards your heartbeat,
Emotions covered by a tainted sight,
When you begin to rationalize,
You begin to understand more about it without feeling daze.

Ashes

Staring outside the window at the forgotten shape,
Hoping it would be a twist of fate,
I was torn apart,
Not knowing of the sight,
Let alone to watch it swell,
It was so dull,
Like pieces falling from the night sky,
Not even a sight of joy,
It rips apart everything i hold dear,
I was told not to have fear,
But it's the only thing which kept me going,
Which kept me breathing.

o_O?

I was trying something,
Perhaps it involves a little singing,
Though it would be disturbing,
But I'm pretty sure it would be fun,
Like having a picnic under the sun,
Or shooting yourself with a gun,
Wait a minute was that right,
But it could be an awful sight,
Then again you won't see anything since it's night.

O_o?

It's Over

Memory

Why do you give such a frown,
Don't you dare drown,
It's not like I won't see you again,
Though all I can feel is this unbearable pain,
I don't you want you to leave,
I just want you to be,
Whatever you choose to be,
And whatever your heart desires,
I'm no longer the person I thought I was few years back,
I can feel my heart being a little bit black,
Or perhaps it was just my feelings,
As I stare at the ceiling,
Waiting for something,
Knowing there's nothing.

Thoughts

As I stare at the beautiful golden sand,
As I took another step on this alluring land,
I was captivated by it's scenes,
Yet irritated by the unforeseen circumstances,
I've yet to grasp the concept,
Perhaps I was still inept,
But the taint and stupidity was unacceptable,
If only I was a little capable,
Then maybe it would work,
Instead of acting like a dork.

Morning

The sunshine wakes me up from my slumber,
Hopefully I'll be a little sober,
Mmm such joy,
Mmm I feel like I can fly,
As I thought I was about to be gone,
It sends the shiver to my funny-bone,
It's a new day,
There's lot of things to say,
But I hope you have the time,
And you stay the same,
It's a new beginning,
To start thinking,
To start moving,
And to start working.

Outside

I'm on the outside looking on the inside,
Hoping not to fade,
Wishing for tomorrow,
Feeling my heart beating slow,
Waiting for something,
Hoping for nothing,
The things you wanted to say,
Save it for another day,
I don't feel like hearing,
I don't feel like thinking,
Watching from the outside,
Seeing it being ripped apart from the inside..

Blood

The dashing colour of red,
The tainted yet beautiful,
The significance colour of the dead,
The art of a fool,
What's not to bleed,
Is a sign of being bored,
Of self-inflicting pain enthusiasm,
Towards what is called an asylum,
For the fainted heart and soul,
Towards being a pitiful ghoul.

Ramblings

It's time to get up your feet,
It's the moment where we should meet,
You hear a voice,
As you roll the dice,
The dice of fate,
As you're about to open the gate,
The possibilities which you can achieve seems infinite,
Without a doubt,
You can accomplish what you have thought.

Ramblings

The bed I sleep has become my coffin,
I was at the crossing eating my muffin,
Wondering how it even got there,
And wondering what they were,
I couldn't feel fear at that moment,
They were staring back at me at the bent,
Their eyes were drown with sorrow,
And I was feeling blue and mellow,
I waved at them,
There were no response from them,
Where am I?
I could not speak,
The air grows thinner every moment,
I'm trapped,
Let me out,
Maybe that's not what I thought.

Weirdness

I died in my dreams today,
That feeling was so gay,
It's like eating on hay,
Though eating hay would also be gay,
I've never felt like that before,
The heart feeling so sore,
Lazing around,
Hoping to be found,
Only to scream,
And stuck eating a piece of ham.

Morning Blues

You wake up in the morning,
Hoping you're still living,
But your heart wishes otherwise,
You begin to lose track of time,
Wondering whether to continue your sleep,
Or to start a new day without having to stop,
I'm not sure what the future holds for me,
I'm not certain whether you're right for me,
I do not recognize the man I see the mirror,
Or this person who I hear from far,
These voices are haunting in my sleep,
Though I feel I'm at the top,
I don't know where I am,
And that has cause me to hit rock-bottom,
I don't know what is this,
I just pray i know the right words.