Wait

It's that day again,
The day where I feel helpless again,
It's a endless sick cycle which will continue on,
I've always spent my time waiting,
Waiting for something,
Waiting for someone,
It was never there,
It was never mine,
I thought you knew me,
But all you saw was a reflection,
A reflection of something else,
Something that I thought was you,
But thought of me,
To be the thought of you,
What I've become,
Is not what I thought I was,
I'll wait no longer,
For my time is running out.

Inspired by: Ramblings