Complicated Heart

It's hard to hold a conversation,
With all this distraction,
The feelings I have is tough,
I feel my words are not enough,
Why are you looking at me that way?
Do you have something say?
You're smiling again,
Am I being a pain?
Or do you just find my actions silly,
If only I could understand you fully,
Then I won't make wrong judgments,
And perhaps I could make some amendments,
Being in the elevator,
Seeing that you being a star,
Consuming the air I breath,
Like some sort of Dark Sith,
But I've seen you before,
I've never seen you tore,
Nor have I seen you fall,
You've always stood tall,
Speaking your mind and heart desire,
Hearing your voice only makes me want you more,
It was captivating,
It was exhilarating,
I don't understand myself anymore,
Why am I being such a sore.