Fading

Here I am waiting,

Can't stop the feeling,

It's always been like this,

I can't help to feel as if something is amiss,

I'm trying to figure it out,

As the big tree was once a little nut,

Which held is ground,

But all you wanted is to be safe & sound,

I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do now,

For you or for me,

They say I put on a show,

But in fact, I was just trying to live my life..... :(