Caged

Every night it seems like there's no tomorrow,
I'm caught in a dream and I can't get out,
I'm caught in a dream and endless dream,
Wherever you are, I hope you're happy now,
For whatever it is, I'm just another fallout,
For whoever it was, I just hope you can scream,
To say what you truly feel,
To be what you really want,
To stay with what you hoped,
And there you are,
No where to be found,
Here I am,
Dreaming over nothing again,
Stuck again,
Free in a certain sense,
Free in what is not and is,
Or to be caged in what is something called freedom.

Freedom

I was once trapped and stripped from my freedom,
Entangled by religion, faith and expectations,
I've never enjoyed such entanglement,
It's as if you're choking everytime you take a breath,
It's like a bird trapped in a cage,
Unable to sing songs of love and freedom,
Such imprisonment will not do any good to any living soul,
It takes away creativity and the will to live,
When you control a being and strip it of its willpower,
It'll be nothing but a meaningless thing,
No longer a being or a soul,
It's reduced to a thing,
As it only becomes a possesion of something or somewhat else,
The right to believe,
The right to speak your mind,
As by giving control to an individual,
They begin to feel power,
They begin to feel as if they are masters of their own destiny,
Fight for your freedom,
Being free is what defines a true being of life,
Don't live your life in imprisonment,
Be an eagle soaring high and mighty..

Before It's Too Late

Another day passes,
I watch as the countless minutes begin to runaway,
I try to chase them,
But it was pointless cause,
I tried to speak to you,
I couldn't say the words that were on my mind,
Instead I only mutter insignificant words,
Though it prolonged our meeting,
My heart was too feeble,
To say those few words,
It may seem like a lost cause,
But for someone such as myself,
To hear your wonderful lips speak,
To feel your heavenly eyes staring back at me,
To smell your sensational aroma,
That itself should suffice,
Should I or should I not?
The clock is ticking,
My time is running,
Is it really too late.

Gift of Faith

Drops of heaven kept pouring down,
It was cold and lonely night,
It felt as if it could never end,
I longed for this ever-lasting moment,
As you were there at that moment,
Even now I still feel you,
I felt your presence every second of the day,
Even now you're still sitting right next to my heart,
You're the angel of my night,
You're the wind that kept my sail going,
You were there even when you're away,
I'm thankful everyday,
Even if it was for a short heartbeat moment,
I was overjoyed by your presence,
As it was a gift that I could cherish,
Even at the end of time..

Right There

I'm no hero,
I'm no guardian angel,
I'm just a man,
I tried to reach for you,
But I fear it's too far,
I tried to call you,
But you were no longer there,
Where are you?
Where am I?
Am I too late?
I know I'm longer there for you,
I know I can't be there for you,
But when you need me,
When you need a friend,
When you've lost your northern star,
Always know I'm there,
If I'm not,
Know that someone/something will be at my place.

The Calling

I can hear it calling,
It's whispering my name,
I can feel it's echo,
It's coming closer,
It feels so right,
Yet it so wrong,
It's thumping,
Again and again,
it's as if the hours are running away from you,
I feel it,
I yearn for it,
but "don't go" as someone called out to you
I must , I will it's my time,
No you mustn't
And she cries and begs
For you not to go
To only see that he's already gone
What can she do?
What else she can do?
Nothing... as it is already too late
She tried to run after him
But she cannot catch up
What if she took the TAXI??

-__^""" *spoiler!!*



Special Thanks: Elizabeth (Blue Fonts)

Sanctuary

When you take a stroll in the night,
You hope you can find peace,
Through the whispers of the wind,
Your heart falls into a state of trance,
A trance which you wish you will never be awaken of,
As the soul begins to drift apart,
You begin to feel nothing and be one of nature,
The problems of life seem to fade away,
You cherish the moment,
You wish it will never end,
You try to prolong this feeling,
For every equivalent pain,
There's an incomparison pleasure,
Find the place,
The person,
Who might and which may make your dream come true,
To a sanctuary which you'll hide forever without a care,
I've once found that place,
But it was not my time yet,
I hope you find yours,
Whether it is in someone's heart or in another world.

Slumber

The clock is ticking,
You look around yourself to see yourself pondering,
Anxious and thinking,
Hoping and believing,
To see and to cling to whatever you feel is right,
Wishing it'll continue,
Hoping it will never end,
It's like a blind faith you thought will come true,
It's a narrow path which you hope you would never take,
You wish for the end but you only see the beginning,
The beginning which begins to suffocate you,
It's like you're clinging into life,
Yet you feel you have nothing,
To what you hope will not come true,
To what you wish will not be,
To whom you wish will become,
To whom you wish to be with,
Wake up,
Wake up,
WAKE UP before it's too late....

Where You Lead

Loving you the way I do
I only wanna be with you
And I would go to the ends of the earth
Cause, darling, to me that's what you're worth

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

If you're out on the road
Feeling lonely, and so cold
All you have to do is call my name
And I'll be there on the next train

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

I always wanted a real home with flowers on the window sill
But if you want to live in New York City, honey, you know I will

I never thought I could get satisfaction from just one man
But if anyone can keep me happy, you're the one who can

And where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead (repeat)


From : Gilmore Girls OST
Note : Updates will be coming soon =)


*drools*

Breezy Fly Day

Strolling down the sights and sounds,
Admiring the views from above and below,
Hoping to see tommorow,
Excited to be today,
Day by day,
Sunsets and sunrise,
If you fail,
You can make it right again,
If you fall,
You can stand again,
Stand up high,
Feel the breeze,
Watch the sky,
Catch the stars,
Wish for it to be what it was meant to be,
Change what is not meant to be,
Hold on to what you believe is true,
Keep your spirits high,
As the breeze begin to lift you up.

Inspired by: The breeze of course.. :)

Ramblings

Fortune favours the brave.

For every door that closes, a new one opens.

There's always a good side for every shit that happens.

Ma, Mom, Mummy, Matriach, Mother, Parent, Old Woman, Old Lady

As I first walk to school,
You were there in front of me,
Taking my hand and carrying my bag,
When I first cried,
You were there,
Saying that it was alright,
And you gave me a peck on my face,
When I first became bad,
You were there,
To straighten things out,
Whether it was a knock in the head,
Or a cut on my allowance,
I've always wonder why,
I've always ponder how,
You were always there when I needed you,
You were always there when I'm lost,
Even though many things that you've done have been ridiculous,
I'm always glad that you're that you're here,
As you're the one who brought me into this world,
You're the one who nurtured me for who I am,
For that I am grateful,
For no words could express my gratitude to you,
And no actions could compare for what've you done for me,
And this I dedicate solely to you.

Ma, Happy Mother's Day.

Inspired by: Mom

Away From Myself

I'm fading from my former self,
My presence is nothing but a faint memory,
Memory which cannot be eternal,
No can it bring life,
I feel regret,
I feel pain,
I don't know what will be the likes of me,
Nor should I know what's the likes of you,
I don't know how,
Nor do I know why,
But all I can say,
Is that I'm sorry,
For all the sins that I have done.


Inspired by: -Nil-

Wait

It's that day again,
The day where I feel helpless again,
It's a endless sick cycle which will continue on,
I've always spent my time waiting,
Waiting for something,
Waiting for someone,
It was never there,
It was never mine,
I thought you knew me,
But all you saw was a reflection,
A reflection of something else,
Something that I thought was you,
But thought of me,
To be the thought of you,
What I've become,
Is not what I thought I was,
I'll wait no longer,
For my time is running out.

Inspired by: Ramblings

Invoke

Find the direction,
Find the place,
Find the sequence,
Find the methods,
Find the time,
Find the person,
Find the soul,
And invoke it all,
To be something,
That you can never ever thought you could ever be.


Inspired by: Ramblings.

A Green Tale

Rising through dirt,
Growing in unbearable conditions,
This are the lives of our fair nature,
Like a candle glimmering in the night,
Only to show it's allure and glory for a limited amount of time,
They may know that their lives are close to an end,
Or perhaps they do not know anything at all,
But they are certain,
They have strive in the harshest condition to live,
Whether it is to provide the shade and habitat to the animals,
Whether it is to be eaten by us for dinner,
This plants will never give up,
They will always grow and grow,
If you were to leave them,
They will still grow unattended,
Their goals are unknown,
Their accomplishments are uncertain,
But there is something certain,
Evident, Guaranteed, Indubitable, Undoubted, Unambigous, Unmistakable,
That they will always persist and continue to live,
As living life itself is the meaning of life.


Inspired by: Nature
Dedicated to: Life

Countless Tears of the Sky

Such a wonderful night,
As the day become the night,
Tears from sky begin to fall,
It's as if my heart began pouring down through the withered sky,
Although I've thought to myself,
That rainy days aren't that bad,
It's been ages since I began to actually feel the rain,
My heart was numb ever since of the incident,
But the tears of the sky kept me going on,
It felt like life have begun pouring all over me again,
I don't feel like I'm anybody special,
But I do feel one thing,
I feel that I'm still alive.


Inspired by: Rain
Obtained by: Old Archive

Passing

Awakened from my slumber,
Restless I was,
I took a deep breath,
Only to realize I was still asleep,
Attempting to stir from this world,
My attempts were futile,
I want to be conscious,
Not in this world,
But in reality,
I broke the steering wheel of my life,
It's moving again,
I want it to stop,
But the brakes aren't working,
I need to steer out,
I feel I'm moving,
But I know I'm not the one moving it,
I can't feel it no more,
I can't touch it no more,
I can't see it no more,
Where is it?
I'm losing my grip,
Then again I never had one,
Here I am,
Just passing through you.



Inspired by: Overslept x.x"

Living the Days

Lord take the wheel,
Take my hand,
I can't feel myself no more,
I'm not the man I used to be,
I'm half the man with half the heart,
With nothing left to tear apart,
The time can only numb the pain,
But it can never mend the heart,
To feel the pain is to feel alive,
As I watch beneath the stars and sky,
I know that life will always go on,
Whether the tears are on your cheek,
Whether life is fair or not,
I'm thankful for everyday I'm alive,
I'm grateful for everyone I've met,
Forgive me if I'm lost for words,
For I can never find the words,
To write the pages of my soul,
As it can never be written,
As it can never be thought up,
It can be only lived,
For that I must keep living,
To complete the story of my life,
To be author of my on book.



Inspired by: Life

Friends

Comrades, brothers, sisters, brethen,
All names which means the same,
Young or old,
One can always have friends,
A friend which can lend a helping hand,
A friend which can lend an ear in times of insanity,
A friend which helps you out no matter what,
A friend which can take a bullet for you,
Sometimes the smallest friend can make your life meaningful,
Or could just make the exact opposite,
Friends that smile when you're happy,
Friends that help when you're down,
Those are the ones that are worth looking for,
If there are no friends out there,
Always remember,
And never forget,
That the dude/dudette above will always be your friend.


Inspired by: Friends/Life