Right There

I'm no hero,
I'm no guardian angel,
I'm just a man,
I tried to reach for you,
But I fear it's too far,
I tried to call you,
But you were no longer there,
Where are you?
Where am I?
Am I too late?
I know I'm longer there for you,
I know I can't be there for you,
But when you need me,
When you need a friend,
When you've lost your northern star,
Always know I'm there,
If I'm not,
Know that someone/something will be at my place.

The Calling

I can hear it calling,
It's whispering my name,
I can feel it's echo,
It's coming closer,
It feels so right,
Yet it so wrong,
It's thumping,
Again and again,
it's as if the hours are running away from you,
I feel it,
I yearn for it,
but "don't go" as someone called out to you
I must , I will it's my time,
No you mustn't
And she cries and begs
For you not to go
To only see that he's already gone
What can she do?
What else she can do?
Nothing... as it is already too late
She tried to run after him
But she cannot catch up
What if she took the TAXI??

-__^""" *spoiler!!*



Special Thanks: Elizabeth (Blue Fonts)

Sanctuary

When you take a stroll in the night,
You hope you can find peace,
Through the whispers of the wind,
Your heart falls into a state of trance,
A trance which you wish you will never be awaken of,
As the soul begins to drift apart,
You begin to feel nothing and be one of nature,
The problems of life seem to fade away,
You cherish the moment,
You wish it will never end,
You try to prolong this feeling,
For every equivalent pain,
There's an incomparison pleasure,
Find the place,
The person,
Who might and which may make your dream come true,
To a sanctuary which you'll hide forever without a care,
I've once found that place,
But it was not my time yet,
I hope you find yours,
Whether it is in someone's heart or in another world.

Slumber

The clock is ticking,
You look around yourself to see yourself pondering,
Anxious and thinking,
Hoping and believing,
To see and to cling to whatever you feel is right,
Wishing it'll continue,
Hoping it will never end,
It's like a blind faith you thought will come true,
It's a narrow path which you hope you would never take,
You wish for the end but you only see the beginning,
The beginning which begins to suffocate you,
It's like you're clinging into life,
Yet you feel you have nothing,
To what you hope will not come true,
To what you wish will not be,
To whom you wish will become,
To whom you wish to be with,
Wake up,
Wake up,
WAKE UP before it's too late....

Where You Lead

Loving you the way I do
I only wanna be with you
And I would go to the ends of the earth
Cause, darling, to me that's what you're worth

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

If you're out on the road
Feeling lonely, and so cold
All you have to do is call my name
And I'll be there on the next train

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

I always wanted a real home with flowers on the window sill
But if you want to live in New York City, honey, you know I will

I never thought I could get satisfaction from just one man
But if anyone can keep me happy, you're the one who can

And where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead (repeat)


From : Gilmore Girls OST
Note : Updates will be coming soon =)


*drools*

Breezy Fly Day

Strolling down the sights and sounds,
Admiring the views from above and below,
Hoping to see tommorow,
Excited to be today,
Day by day,
Sunsets and sunrise,
If you fail,
You can make it right again,
If you fall,
You can stand again,
Stand up high,
Feel the breeze,
Watch the sky,
Catch the stars,
Wish for it to be what it was meant to be,
Change what is not meant to be,
Hold on to what you believe is true,
Keep your spirits high,
As the breeze begin to lift you up.

Inspired by: The breeze of course.. :)

Ramblings

Fortune favours the brave.

For every door that closes, a new one opens.

There's always a good side for every shit that happens.

Ma, Mom, Mummy, Matriach, Mother, Parent, Old Woman, Old Lady

As I first walk to school,
You were there in front of me,
Taking my hand and carrying my bag,
When I first cried,
You were there,
Saying that it was alright,
And you gave me a peck on my face,
When I first became bad,
You were there,
To straighten things out,
Whether it was a knock in the head,
Or a cut on my allowance,
I've always wonder why,
I've always ponder how,
You were always there when I needed you,
You were always there when I'm lost,
Even though many things that you've done have been ridiculous,
I'm always glad that you're that you're here,
As you're the one who brought me into this world,
You're the one who nurtured me for who I am,
For that I am grateful,
For no words could express my gratitude to you,
And no actions could compare for what've you done for me,
And this I dedicate solely to you.

Ma, Happy Mother's Day.

Inspired by: Mom

Away From Myself

I'm fading from my former self,
My presence is nothing but a faint memory,
Memory which cannot be eternal,
No can it bring life,
I feel regret,
I feel pain,
I don't know what will be the likes of me,
Nor should I know what's the likes of you,
I don't know how,
Nor do I know why,
But all I can say,
Is that I'm sorry,
For all the sins that I have done.


Inspired by: -Nil-

Wait

It's that day again,
The day where I feel helpless again,
It's a endless sick cycle which will continue on,
I've always spent my time waiting,
Waiting for something,
Waiting for someone,
It was never there,
It was never mine,
I thought you knew me,
But all you saw was a reflection,
A reflection of something else,
Something that I thought was you,
But thought of me,
To be the thought of you,
What I've become,
Is not what I thought I was,
I'll wait no longer,
For my time is running out.

Inspired by: Ramblings

Invoke

Find the direction,
Find the place,
Find the sequence,
Find the methods,
Find the time,
Find the person,
Find the soul,
And invoke it all,
To be something,
That you can never ever thought you could ever be.


Inspired by: Ramblings.

A Green Tale

Rising through dirt,
Growing in unbearable conditions,
This are the lives of our fair nature,
Like a candle glimmering in the night,
Only to show it's allure and glory for a limited amount of time,
They may know that their lives are close to an end,
Or perhaps they do not know anything at all,
But they are certain,
They have strive in the harshest condition to live,
Whether it is to provide the shade and habitat to the animals,
Whether it is to be eaten by us for dinner,
This plants will never give up,
They will always grow and grow,
If you were to leave them,
They will still grow unattended,
Their goals are unknown,
Their accomplishments are uncertain,
But there is something certain,
Evident, Guaranteed, Indubitable, Undoubted, Unambigous, Unmistakable,
That they will always persist and continue to live,
As living life itself is the meaning of life.


Inspired by: Nature
Dedicated to: Life

Countless Tears of the Sky

Such a wonderful night,
As the day become the night,
Tears from sky begin to fall,
It's as if my heart began pouring down through the withered sky,
Although I've thought to myself,
That rainy days aren't that bad,
It's been ages since I began to actually feel the rain,
My heart was numb ever since of the incident,
But the tears of the sky kept me going on,
It felt like life have begun pouring all over me again,
I don't feel like I'm anybody special,
But I do feel one thing,
I feel that I'm still alive.


Inspired by: Rain
Obtained by: Old Archive

Passing

Awakened from my slumber,
Restless I was,
I took a deep breath,
Only to realize I was still asleep,
Attempting to stir from this world,
My attempts were futile,
I want to be conscious,
Not in this world,
But in reality,
I broke the steering wheel of my life,
It's moving again,
I want it to stop,
But the brakes aren't working,
I need to steer out,
I feel I'm moving,
But I know I'm not the one moving it,
I can't feel it no more,
I can't touch it no more,
I can't see it no more,
Where is it?
I'm losing my grip,
Then again I never had one,
Here I am,
Just passing through you.



Inspired by: Overslept x.x"

Living the Days

Lord take the wheel,
Take my hand,
I can't feel myself no more,
I'm not the man I used to be,
I'm half the man with half the heart,
With nothing left to tear apart,
The time can only numb the pain,
But it can never mend the heart,
To feel the pain is to feel alive,
As I watch beneath the stars and sky,
I know that life will always go on,
Whether the tears are on your cheek,
Whether life is fair or not,
I'm thankful for everyday I'm alive,
I'm grateful for everyone I've met,
Forgive me if I'm lost for words,
For I can never find the words,
To write the pages of my soul,
As it can never be written,
As it can never be thought up,
It can be only lived,
For that I must keep living,
To complete the story of my life,
To be author of my on book.



Inspired by: Life

Friends

Comrades, brothers, sisters, brethen,
All names which means the same,
Young or old,
One can always have friends,
A friend which can lend a helping hand,
A friend which can lend an ear in times of insanity,
A friend which helps you out no matter what,
A friend which can take a bullet for you,
Sometimes the smallest friend can make your life meaningful,
Or could just make the exact opposite,
Friends that smile when you're happy,
Friends that help when you're down,
Those are the ones that are worth looking for,
If there are no friends out there,
Always remember,
And never forget,
That the dude/dudette above will always be your friend.


Inspired by: Friends/Life

Someday

Racing through the milestone of faith,
Falling between the stars and skies,
Leaping through impenetrable walls,
Hoping for the better future,
When oneself has no determination,
I'm making a leap again,
A leap which I take over and over again,
Hoping to make a difference,
Hoping to see the light,
Hoping not to fall again,
It's not the failing which I fear,
Is the fear of failing which I fear the most,
Someday, I breakthrough,
Someday I will triumph,
Whether it is now or tommorow,
It makes no difference,
As I did not go behind my back,
Someday I'll know.


Obtained from: Old Archive
Inspired by: Faith

Confusion

I ponder of the possible answer,
I reflect on the possible truth,
I wonder what,
I knew why,
I forgot who,
But I knew when,
Then I was lost how,
For what is not,
Is what will be,
What i thought,
Wasn't what I'm thinking,
What I gotten,
Wasn't what I've expected,
Where am I,
I ask myself,
I knew where, but I didn't understand it?
Where is as in my thoughts?
Or was it my physical location?
Is there truth? When there's confusion?


Inspired by: Insanity...My insanity...

An Ordeal Crush

The sun sets and rises,
Day by day I'm captivated by your looks,
Your passion brings new meaning for any life,
Your touch mesmerizes my faint heart,
I was lost between the words,
Not my words but your harmonious voice,
It soothes my mind and soul,
I've always wanted to whisper to you,
But my lips were only able to mutter gibberish thoughts,
For no words could describe my affection to you,
As you are not meant to be,
For you've been already taken from me,
Perhaps you were not meant be,
For as what I hope to be,
But I've could only wish for the best for you,
As you've changed any soul who took pause on you.
If only the word fate have come upon us,
If only.....





Obtained from: Old Archive
Inspired by: Love

Strawberry

Strawberry oh strawberry,
The wonderful lucious colour of strawberry,
Such tantalizing smell,
It's wonders are beyond reach,
When you take the first bite,
The bite will definitely bring you an infinite joy,
As your taste-bud begins to explode,
And shatter your entire nerve system just to further indulge in it,
To indulge in a taste,
A taste of any known beauty,
A taste of life,
A taste of food,
A taste for the soul,
It mesmerizes one such as myself,
It's sweet yet if you were to pamper yourself with more,
You can feel the small soury touch which gives the extra OOMPH,
That any food-lover would need,
The exquisite taste, the refining flavour,
Such a pleasantry to be kept in a cold soft cream,
Which is known as an Ice-cream,
How much I envy the taste of it,
How much I envy the texture of it,
How much I envy the satisfaction of it,
Oh strawberry,
I would love to have you again...



Picture from: http://www.arts.telegraph.co.uk


Inspired by: Strawberry Ice-Cream

Simplest Love

Racing with the summerbreeze,
As it begins to captivate your heart,
You feel as if you're walking on air,
It's at this moment you're appreciate the simplest of things,
It's this moment you will begin to observe every minute details,
The love of the owl longing for the moon,
And the morning glory waiting for the sunrise everyday,
This are few of the simplest thing,
Things we don't take notice of,
The love in this relationship will touch any living soul,
Souls who appreciate life itself,
And those who understands it,
And by embracing it you feel as if you're a better person,
A person who understands more and more,
It's the simplest love and things which matters.





Obtained from: Old Archive
Inspired by: Driving

Symphony

Whispers of the wind,
Silence of the night,
Such a warm day,
As one takes pause,
And listened to one's heart,
One will hear the songs of the heart,
Songs which we will never be heard of,
Songs that we try to write over & over again,
For this songs will never have any lyrics,
Nor will it answer any prayer,
It's the seranade of our hearts,
A seranade which shows that we're alive,
Like a star burning through the darkness,
Giving us a small glitter light of hope,
And all the stars in the sky are notes,
Notes which eventually creates a symphony,
A symphony of one's soul.




Inspired by: Soul

Simplify

Simplication of life,
Simplication of truth,
It is what which will lead to neglection,
We neglect what we had simplified,
Without understanding the justification,
The simplification will only be a demise,
A demise to the thoughts of oneself,
For oneself of the simplification,
Is oneself of the complication,
Of one's truth leads to a simplification,
Of one's truth leads to a complication,
Which is which is for us to decide,
What is what is for us to determine,
Who is who is for us to define,
For every simplification, leads to a complication,
For the truth will set us free,
To simplify is an choice,
To decide whether is an obligation.




Inspired by: Education

Voices

Each waking moment,
I begin thinking of what if's and what could be's,
Everyday in my heart I feel as if two voices were talking to me,
It's as if my mind begin to walk into another parallel dimension,
I believed insanity was one of my most feared trait,
I fear that I will go insane someday listening to this voices,
I've always believe in doing things on your own,
But with the clutches of society this voices begin to be tainted,
Whether in sense of morality or judgement,
None of this begin to feel real anymore,It's time like this you wish you get let it all go,
Sadly not everything you want will come true,
Till now I've been partially ignorant with these voices,
It's only a matter of time where anyone will break down,
Perhaps enjoying a moment silence,
And begin to listen the whispers of the wind will guide me,
But I decided to listen to my soul instead,
Not my heart, not my mind..but the soul,
As there is no voice in my soul,
Only the feeling of being alive and being here,
Somewhere....





Inspired by: Soul