Turning Point

It's been like forever,

It looks like a never,

I got my back against the wall,

Still I'm standing tall,

This looks familiar,

Yet it appears to be so far,

Sounds like the story of my life,

Just when you just wanted be safe,

Life hits you hard straight to your testicles,

And you can feel as if you're forming bubbles,

But you know you got to move,

There's no time,

You have to get up,

You have to fix your own screwup,

The only person you can count is nobody but yourself,

It's time to throw the sorries and the goodbyes to the shelf,

Get up...get up now...before it's too late.

Fading

Here I am waiting,

Can't stop the feeling,

It's always been like this,

I can't help to feel as if something is amiss,

I'm trying to figure it out,

As the big tree was once a little nut,

Which held is ground,

But all you wanted is to be safe & sound,

I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do now,

For you or for me,

They say I put on a show,

But in fact, I was just trying to live my life..... :(

=(

I want sleep, but sleep doesn't want me...