Ramblings

I saw you before,
It was such an eyesore,
Or maybe it was a dream again,
But I can feel no pain,
If I could turn back time,
Would it be the same,
Probably not,
Guess I am nut,
Or does it even matter,
Here's my heart on a silver platter.

驚くこと

Was it twisted fate?
We used to have the same smile,
Perhaps the same pride as well,
But now is something which I can't tell,
Standing tall above an ivory tower of nothingness,
Only known by it's foolishness,
What is this glow I see beyond the horizon,
Something which kept me going on,
Such feeble thoughts,
Such captivating sights,
Every step tuned towards your heartbeat,
Emotions covered by a tainted sight,
When you begin to rationalize,
You begin to understand more about it without feeling daze.

Ashes

Staring outside the window at the forgotten shape,
Hoping it would be a twist of fate,
I was torn apart,
Not knowing of the sight,
Let alone to watch it swell,
It was so dull,
Like pieces falling from the night sky,
Not even a sight of joy,
It rips apart everything i hold dear,
I was told not to have fear,
But it's the only thing which kept me going,
Which kept me breathing.

o_O?

I was trying something,
Perhaps it involves a little singing,
Though it would be disturbing,
But I'm pretty sure it would be fun,
Like having a picnic under the sun,
Or shooting yourself with a gun,
Wait a minute was that right,
But it could be an awful sight,
Then again you won't see anything since it's night.

O_o?

It's Over

Memory

Why do you give such a frown,
Don't you dare drown,
It's not like I won't see you again,
Though all I can feel is this unbearable pain,
I don't you want you to leave,
I just want you to be,
Whatever you choose to be,
And whatever your heart desires,
I'm no longer the person I thought I was few years back,
I can feel my heart being a little bit black,
Or perhaps it was just my feelings,
As I stare at the ceiling,
Waiting for something,
Knowing there's nothing.