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Was a little down,
And there she was turning my frown,
Into a smile,
You took the extra mile,

For that, I am grateful,
And here I am with a little tearful,
It's like you could read my mind,
When I was a little blind,

I was a little sleepy when you woke me up,
You nudged me like a little buttercup,
It's strange the simplest things in life keep you going,
And for a moment, it felt like you could take upon almost anything,

I'm not sure what happens tomorrow,
But I'm glad you're here to remove my sorrow,

I want you to know I'll always have your back,
Even if the whole world turn against you,
So just layback,
And know that you need not worry if you have problems you can't handle on you.

Crazy

A segment of my usual group chat.

He's CrazyZal. He's already on the other side. Once he is crazy, there is no turning back for him.

Move

I'm looking back at something,
On something which is now nothing,
I know I'm crazy,
And now I'm being plain lazy,

But I know I have to move,
With or without love,
It's funny how a simple message can light up your day,
And sometimes the most hurtful things are the things you say,

God grant me strength,
As I'm losing my faith,
But I still thank you for the things you have done for me,
I've no regrets if this is my time,

My heart is in your hands,
I'm not sure if I'll ever understand,
But I'll never stop,
Not even at the last drop.

Arigato

I know this isn't the end,
It's merely the beginning,
It's like being a quicksand,
Trapped and wondering,

Trying to set yourself free,
Only seeing yourself sink even deeper,
Can't you see,
It's nothing but a faint whisper,

Waiting for it to stop,
Waiting for a rope,
Just like a raindrop,
Just a small trickle of hope.


Thank you...

Faith

Well I guess it would be nice
If I could touch your body
I know not everybody
Has got a body like you

But I've got to think twice
Before I give my heart away
And I know all the games you play
Because I play them too

Oh but I
Need some time off from that emotion
Time to pick my heart up off the floor
And when that love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But I'm showing you the door

'Cause I gotta have faith...

Baby
I know you're asking me to stay
Say please, please, please, don't go away
You say I'm giving you the blues
Maybe
You mean every word you say
Can't help but think of yesterday
And another who tied me down to loverboy rules

Before this river
Becomes an ocean
Before you throw my heart back on the floor
Oh baby I reconsider
My foolish notion
Well I need someone to hold me
But I'll wait for something more

Yes I've gotta have faith...

George Michael - Faith

*MmmMmmmmMmmMM*

A little loose

I thought it would last,
That's why I kept looking back at the past,
It was the sweetest mistake,
Yet here I stand, walking alone by the lake,

I don't need you to understand,
You never did,
It feels like I'm trapped alone in an island,
Like a star which is now an asteroid,

Falling and falling,
Seems like it's never stopping,
I sit here, waiting for a sign,
Like a self-destruct campaign,

Which I'm trying to deactivate,
I hope you won't be late,
Cause I'm not sure how long I can hold,
I don't know what you were told,
But I'm only a shadow of my former self,
Like a broken clock on top of a dusty shelf.

God, I could use a little help.

Mask

I know that look,

You're holding back,

You're afraid to get hurt,

As I'm covered with dirt,

I'm smiling,

Trying to hide the faint cry in my heart,

I'm laughing,

Ignoring the missing pieces that is now apart,

I don't know what to say,

I'm losing myself day by day,

I'm afraid to talk,

Fearing what I say will only scare you away,

I begin to fall and sulk,

Wishing I knew the words to say,

So I stand here, looking from a distance,

Content with just the smile in your face,

Wearing a mask as you look upon me,

Hoping it will hold,

My heart is bleeding inside,

But my desire will never be said,

As I'm tired,

A little scared and afraid,

Losing the pieces which completes me,

Trying to look the same.

By wearing a mask with a smile on the face,

Hiding whatever emotions, in order to move at my own pace.